Reoccurring Thoughts

-This would taste better with salt.

-It's all in your head, no one else is thinking that about you.

-I want to do more drugs.

-I remember thinking the kids on the real world were a lot more ~wild when I little.

-FFFFFFF Why did I eat that?

-Is attaching my picture on the craigslist waitressing ads I answer "just to put a face to a name" desperate? Yes, yes it is.

-My mouth hurts bad.

-I'm drowning and flailing in this town.

-I like sunlight in meadows. Let's have a picnic in one. DONE.

-What if it isn't better in a month?

-Oh boy less than one month!

-Ikea is going to be a headache/ shit show.

-I like a lot people, but I never know what they're thinking.

-FFFFF why did I think going to a mall would cheer me up?

-This list makes me look like a glass half empty kind of gal. FALSE Y'ALL. The internet brings it out in me.

-I've been having good days, think we are the right age to start out own peculiar ways doo doo do do do do.

-I'm never cutting my hair again. 1 min later: Shoot, why did I just cut off that inch?

-This is the worst weather I've ever seen in a summer. Ever.

-I want a puppy.

-My job has no point. Also: I wonder if people judge me for eating a single chip, an orange slice and a cherry in rotation. Once every hour.

-Be brave.

-All I want is a room up there and you in it.

-So this rage is irrational and general.

-The theme of all my writing is "longing." Wait, no that's the theme of my life.

-I want "TMTH" tattooed on my inner lip.

-My back hurts.

-I hope people think I'm funny. It's not my fault I friends with hilarious people and can't compete.

-Oh no she's laughing TOO hard, I'm panicking.

-I have a lot things I want to do this autumn in Boston. Everything will feel new even if it's not.

-How do people survive the ending of things? I know I will have to eventually.

-I should go to sleep.